RejectedSavior

Holding on Nothing to grab onto Dark / Irrelevant Disguised / Clouded Reaching out Denied by a velvet devil Can’t breathe In this coffin that is me

Chaos fed despair as the weak fatally consumed the heart of panic Pain was renowned as poison floods the gates of faith Embrace your despair, feel it sinking into days of fear As we wept, you suffocate on love and death Weeks spent in a dead city, lonely weeks begging for revenge And places to hide from the suffrage as my wounds swallow life Slowly, bound to the deep despair as I plan my descent, to disintegrate      I fell to my knees to pray for death      But I was denied, for this I wept      As the suffocating is so much worse      Embrace this despair for it is my curse To disintegrate, a perfect plan, a flawless flight From the hei

I watched as you denied All sense of a love, defied All that was and is about me I never had you, so I’m lonely / From this you’d never stray I remember it to this day You were a lie, and I Was just a casualty      I’m going down (I hope you feel this)      I hope you feel this now (I hope it stings you)      I can only pray for your suffering      I’m going down (I hope you feel this)      Suffer, somehow (I hope it stings you)      I can only bring your suffering Letters I wrote dissolved Scribbled in angst, completely absolved In precious time Your heart was mine / Though even though you’d say “I&r

You’re wasting time Light’s shining through your perfect lies And this time My sanity won’t meet your tear-filled eyes It’s so cold in here… it’s so hot out there      Apollo      Where have you been forever?      Apollo      How could you burn me?      Apollo      Where have you been forever?      Apollo      How could you… How could you burn me? I’m wasting time Light’s shining through these lies of mine And this time Your faith in me will fade out and die It’s so cold in here… it’s so hot out there      Apollo      Where have you been forever?      Apollo